Last Photo of 2021

 

Happy New Year! I don't think many of us will be sad to say goodbye to 2021.  

A thought came to me as an interesting metaphor. What was the last photo you took in 2021? Mine is of the Buddha statue pictured above. It strikes me as a fitting metaphor in many ways. I think of Buddhism as a philosophy that teaches how to be in the present moment and see each moment, each day anew. Begin again and again as a beginner. To me I think that is fitting for the last couple of years because life as we knew it (pre-Pandemic) has ended.. at least temporarily. And just as we thought we were seeing the light at the end of the tunnel for this pandemic to be under control, Omicron came along and we're back in chaos again.  Living in the Unknown is the new normal. 

Yet there is still hope in this image above. The Buddha is surrounded by dead leaves, the shedding of 2021's trees. The Buddha's face is calm and serene and centered out in nature- seemingly oblivious of all of the drama and chaos in the outer world. Somehow we have to find that inner place for ourselves. 

That's where my music comes in. What I am playing, I go to a place like that within. The noise of the outer world is not there and the demands of daily life are put on hold. We all have something we do that takes us there. I bet listening to music takes you there. 

Then there is the idea that came to me as the last activity done in 2021. For me it was walking a Labyrinth 

and this one is particularly good to sum up 2021! See how old and worn these stones are? At some points, the stones are warn down so much that it's hard to see which way you are supposed to go. Walking in a maze, like facing the unknown.. where will I end up? Then others join this maze and some are going to the center, others on their way out. At times we intersect and  we have to stay focused on our own path or we could be swayed to follow someone else. I did that one time in a Labyrinth - I thought I was going the wrong way and followed someone else.. little did I know they were doing the same thing! Do you see the metaphor here? :) Yesterday though, I did not get lost.  There were children playing in the Labyrinth at one point . An old me would have been annoyed. (kids! ) but yesterday I was unfazed. Good to see. I have become more patient. Another perk about the pandemic. Things that used to annoy me don't anymore.  Small things are what make life interesting and meaningful. 

So how about you? What was your last photo and what metaphor comes up for you about this past year? 

What was your last activity of the year and what does that say about your growth? 

Reply below if you want! I'd love to hear from you. 

I wish you all the best year ever !! Thanks for stopping by! 

Happy Holidays to all!

 

Hello and Merry Christmas, Happy Solstice, Happy Hanukkah, Happy holidays to all!  

I find it a bit hard to believe the year is coming to a close. I got out my Christmas music and have been enjoying playing all my favorite traditional carols. For some reason I don't tire of playing them. What are your favorites? Some of mine are: "The First Noel" (which you can listen to by clicking on the link). I also love "Joy to the World," "Silent Night," "God Rest Ye Merry Gentlemen" and the list goes on.  To me they are very comforting to listen to and play. 

On Thanksgiving, I chose to go and play music for ICU patients at the hospital where I work. I realized I have spent most of my Thanksgivings there since I started working there in 2004. I had my Thanksgiving meal there too. It was a nice way to spend my holiday. 

My birthday came a few days ago, so i am all set for another year around the sun! I do want to share something about that. Which is to say that I've always thought of myself as a winter child being born in December. But that is not true - I am an Autumn child because the winter solstice is not until December 20th. That realization has made a difference to me. I've always loved the fall as well as winter. The months tend to be more introspective and gives me more time to work on new music. 

I do wish you all a happy New Year and hope that the remaining days of this year are safe and happy and healthy for all of you. Thank you for stopping by! 

The above picture is a collage I made for a nursing home where I work playing music for residents. 

Halloween Music Adventures

 

Happy Halloween to everyone! I've always liked this holiday. I enjoyed leading a Halloween themed music activity with a group at Access Arts here in Charlottesville.   We sang some fun songs like the theme song to, "Addams Family," "Love Potion No 9," "Monster Mash."  We also played a game I used to play years ago as a child. We called it "Statue." This is a group of us would dance to a record (vinyl in those days!) and someone would take the needle off the record to stop the music. When the music stopped, we all had to freeze in to a statue pose. Then go back to dancing after the needle was placed back on the record. How funny to remember those days! We played this game with the song, "Thriller" by Michael Jackson. Who can not get a thrill out of that spooky laughter at the end by Vincent Price?

We also did a Halloween madlib song. Madlibs are where you take out the main nouns, verbs, adjectives and fill them in with new words. So for example, we used the song "You Are My Sunshine." I asked for a Halloween noun with two syllables. They picked, "mummy." An adjective to replace "happy" was "ghostly." A verb replacing "love" was "scream." so here is the first verse of You Are My Mummy"

"You are my mummy,  my only mummy

you make me ghostly when pumpkins are purple

you'll never howl dear how much I scream you

please don't take my mummy away. "

Things got pretty silly there but it was fun. As a child, I was scared of vampire and mummy movies. My older sister would tease me. One night I begged my parents to let me stay up later to watch, "Creature Features, " (who remembers this?) But as soon as the theme song came on, I decided it was too scary. I then said, "I am so tired.. I want to go to sleep now. " My sister said, "You are SCARED!!" I said I was not !!  In the end, I had to watch some of it lest my sister think I was a coward. 

Having said all of this, I am hoping Halloween this year will be a safe and fun one for the young and young at heart. I know last years' was not so fun with Covid raging. I know we have been seeing some improvement this year. 

The collage above was a piece I did for Halloween that I donated to a local nursing home. They had no art in their dining room. After Halloween is over, I plan to alter it for Thanksgiving and keep it up! 

Hope you are all well and happy! Thanks for stopping by! 

Autumn musings

 

Happy Autumn season to you! I really like the fall, how about you? For me the fall is a more contemplative time and a time of harvesting seeds planted in the spring. So, let's see about things I planted. 

For me my art has become a "thing." I have been doing some music themed art like the one pictured above. This collage will be donated to The Front Porch (local roots music school) new location. I have more I will be giving to them. I am excited to know that these artistic musings will be seen and enjoyed by the community. 

Other thing going on... I have been going through some old classical guitar repertoire I used to play and bringing back some of the pieces. One of them is "Classical Gas" by Mason Williams. That is one of my favorite guitar pieces of all time. It came into my life when I was 10 years old and there was a lot of change going on. My parents divorced, my mother remarried and we moved from the only home I knew all within the time frame of less than 2 years. "Classical Gas" was a song that got me through these changes. I know we all have important songs that are part of our life soundtrack. I learned to play Classical Gas about 20 years ago and somehow it faded from my repertoire. It is back now and it is like having an old friend return to my life. A great feeling!

I also went and stayed at Shenandoah National Park with my sister and did a lot of hiking and thinking and musing about life. I am excited for October to come because I have some ideas of things I want to bring back into my life. I will tell you all about that when that time comes!

In the meantime, I want to show you another collage I did this month pictured here. It is probably my favorite one of all. I think my next piece will also be with horses. Hope you enjoy and that you are all well and happy. 

Making the best of things

 

Hello and Happy September to all! I don't know about you, but I can't say I am sorry that summer is coming to an end. I've always loved the fall season and I am looking forward to the colors of changing leaves and times! 

As for August, as the title of the post says, I am making the best of things as they come. My artwork (pictured above) is a good metaphor for that. I was given a bunch of rejected art student paintings and I  use them in my collage. This piece I found to be a real challenge because I found the original to be so ugly. How can I transform it into a piece of beauty?  What I usually do is an intuitive process. I think of what I'd like to color and then just color up things and later cut them up and paste.  I thought of a dragonfly theme because when my cat Jasper was in the hospital, I went walking in a nature trail and saw lots of dragonflies. There is something kind of magical about them, don't you think so?  I looked up the Native American totem meaning of them and they symbolize embracing change. So, that is a perfect theme for these swiftly changing times. 

My work with music has gotten stronger as it has become such an anchor for me and those I work with. At the hospital, I have gotten many doctors' requests to go and play for their patients. That's quite something because when I first started this work as a Certified Music Practitioner in 2004, many doubted we would ever be taken that seriously by doctors and medical professionals .  It's a really good feeling to see that our work is appreciated and respected. Now more than ever, music is needed! 

So I am here checking in with all of you to wish you a good September and hoping the changes ahead will be good for you. Thanks for stopping by as always! 

Mixed bag

 

July was a mixed bag. I loved being back to work at the hospital and having a sense of normalcy return.  This is my 17th year working as Musician-in-Residence at the hospital and by far the most meaningful work I have done in my life.  In my first days back to work, it was a mixture of feeling like I was starting over and at the same time, like I had never been gone. I'm sure you all have feel this way before. 

Another big change in my life is that my beloved cat, Jasper died on July 12th. He had been ill for many years but with medication, his symptoms were under control. Since January this year, I thought I would lose him but he bounced back every time. Except for the last time. I took a risk and agreed for him to undergo emergency surgery. They found a tumor which meant he likely had cancer. He stayed in emergency vet for 3 days before it became evident he could not overcome this last health crises. So, with great sadness, I let him go. He was in my life 15 years and lived with me in 3 different places. He was born in my loft apartment in rural Virginia on a farm.  I think his happiest times may have been my newest home where he spent many hours on his perch in the window. Life is quiet without him but change is the only thing we can count on. 

So that's what I meant by the title of this post, mixed bag.  It seems life moves in a series of dualities. On the one hand, happy to be back to work on my favorite job. On the other hand, sad to have lost a dear fury friend and family member. 

I wonder how things have been for all of you? Feel free to comment below. Are things steady or rocky or how are they for you? However it is, I do hope you are all happy and staying healthy. 

Thanks for stopping by. 

The artwork pictured above is a collage I started before I knew Jasper was leaving me. I finished it on the day Jasper died. The vets game me a clay imprint of his paws and you can see the blue pencil rubbings of them in the upper right corner under the rainbow bridge. I put a bird by his paws too. He so much loved watching them, now he is flying with them. Fly on, dear Jasper. 

Back to work!

 

Hello everyone! Happy Summer to all of you. I am happy that we here in the U.S. are able to have a sense of normalcy returning after our year of Covid isolation. I was thrilled that yesterday I was able to return to my job as Musician-in-Residence at U.VA hospital yesterday for the first time in 15 months! It was just wonderful to be back! 

Playing therapeutic music has been the most fulfilling work I've ever done. Yesterday, I loved walking those halls and riding the elevators and visiting the ICU units, playing for patients. 

I was not sure what to expect since I know Covid was especially difficult on staff at the hospital. I was not sure if some of the same staff would still be there and how I would be received after an absence of nearly 1.5 years. 

To me surprise and happiness, I saw many of the same faces and they greeted me as if I had never been gone!  I was filled with admiration for the staff who braved such frightening times and were all still there. 

Playing for patients is always very meaningful for me. Especially more so since I know I can never take this work for granted again! 

Some things have changed. We have to wear surgical masks and goggles. We have a new locker. Otherwise... life goes on! 

I hope you are all doing well and getting your vaccinations to ensure we can all continue to move forward from this trying time of Covid. 

Happy 4th of July to all my American friends!